#15: close my eyes

Hi everyone this space will be rather dead for quite sometime.

Till then, x

#14: is this all

So that was my first day of my last year in Riverside and apart from reuniting with all my 4/6 lovelies and catching a movie with the girls, the rest of the day was shit.

Let's start with morning. I didn't hit the snooze alarm as many times as I had predicted so just as I thought that THAT would set the day off well, I realized I was late for duty. I was supposed to be in school by 7am but I stepped out of the lift only at 7am SHARP.

I really think people around me should get used to me being late but that's one side of me that I hate too.

Anyway I managed to make it to school by 7.05am AND MY LEGS WERE ALMOST BREAKING like I overused the muscles or something. Then I started roaming about the school with a floor plan/layout of classrooms in my hand and let me just say this first: my duty was to guide the new kids to where their classes are but all of them looked like they were just taken out of prison or were kept in a very dark and secluded and deserted place that THEY DID NOT EVEN LOOK LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN.

Like seriously, their facial expressions were really of extreme cases:

Type A: "HELLO EVERYBODY I SHALL NOW DOMINATE THE SCHOOL WITH MY PRESENCE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT."

Type B: "Um...uh...wher- oh no I'm s- AAAAAHHHHHH!"

Type C: "I think I look cool with my shirt buttoned all the way up and my socks pulled to just below my knee."

OK maybe I was exaggerating a little but some of them really looked like they belong to either of the types.

Then from 8am to 9.30am we just had boring talks from all the KP and I realized the VP particularly likes to walk along the Sec 4 classes. I mean shouldn't he be attending to the Sec 1 classes instead since the newbies being newbies are so fresh and have a trillion questions in their puny brain that's about to explode if they don't bombard anyone with it? I found it so hard to even turn around and talk to Jing. And the girl sitting beside me was a total disgust. TOTAL DISGUST.

Afterwards we went back to class and settled all the admin stuff and I am so glad to say after 2.5 years, I can finally rid the post of being a Class Chairperson. Not that I found being a Chairperson a burden but I'm quite ~sick~ of being one for another year so I found myself a new post which, to my friends, was a significant drop in grade, and that's being a Health Ambassador.

I don't even know why I volunteered myself to be that but I guess I just have to enjoy the life of eating healthily from now on.

After school, we (Tan Lim Jing) went to watch The Darkest Hour and it was really a faaaaaantastic show. Emile Hirsch is so hot and Max Minghella omgosh where in the world did they find such a cute guy *-*

Oh and from the way I see the Year Planner which was printed in our handbooks, 2012 seems to be a really boring year for us. And people around me just can't stop emphasizing that it's the 'O' Level year. Seriously, I still have a good 9+ months (WHICH IS THE PERIOD OF A PREGNANCY OK) before I officially start freaking out.

So right now, I will just start counting down to Graduation Day which is exactly 9 months and 7 days away.

#13: new beginning

Happy blessed New Year everyone! It's again a brand new year and everything has to start all over again and that's the thing I hate most whenever a new year begins. I don't really like January as well (I think it's the stupidest month of the year) because the Jan heat is always suffocating me to the brink of my head I feel like exploding. Besides that, I hate to see all my worksheets dated x/1/12. I mean that "1" seems so stupid and annoying.

Last night was truly enjoyable over at Gramma's place. Although my phone died on me at the very last few moments of 2011 (and the insanely congested network nationwide), but that aside, everything else was great. Like I bonded (I've been using this word too much lately) a lot with my cousins and damn most of them looked a heck lot more muscular than they were 13 months ago.

It was so fun talking to them about not everything but at least we did have a few common topics.

The whole fireworks thing at Causeway Point was just plain crap. It barely lasted for 5 minutes and they only shot the fireworks to the sky minutes AFTER 12am clocked in. And I didn't get to pull a popper like I always did previously and I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M AFRAID OF SPARKLERS. Spar-freaking-klers.

But who cares because I spent the very first second of 2012 with good people (except for some) :')

After everything was packed, my dad drove us home and we showered and my sister and me had some sisterly bonding from 2am+ to 5am WHICH WAS A FANTASTIC WAY TO KICK START MY 2012 HOLY MACARONI

Then this morning when I woke up the whole world was spinning around me. Actually it was just me and my inner brain doing the clumsy tricks.

The evil vicious study cycle is about to start soon in approx. 1 day x

Update:

I'm left with 3 more Physics papers and a whole stack of other shits but I still feel very accomplished tonight whoopeee